My Person

      You. The one I used to turn to. The one I tell everything. The one who listens to every crappy thing I say, The one who was there when I was grieving. The one who was there when my other friend chose another one over me. The one who was always happy to be with me. The one who loves hanging out with me even if we don't have anything to do at their house. The one I used to take for granted. The person I rely on. The one who loves watching movies with me. The one who suddenly trusted me and started sharing things with me 7 years ago on a summer, I think. The one who I used to spend time with after classes and sometimes weekends. The one who went all the way to my school when I transferred just so we could come home together. The one I call when i'm a bit drunk just to listen to your voice. I don't even say hello or anything at all. You thought it was a misdial. The one who loves hugging my big thighs. The one I can vent to when i'm mad. The one who was always shy to hug me. The one who wanted me to be his first and last dance during prom. The one who took me on a Valentines date. The one who cried during my birthday salubong while I have no idea I was the one he is talking about. The one who is so grouchy when it comes to me so we end up not talking for months. The one who makes other people mad at me. No offense. The one who sends "group messages", but i'm the only recipient. HAHA. The one I miss most of the time. The one spends time with me at S. Lake. The one who scolds me sometimes because of my bad habits. My super jealous friend. The one who actually likes taking care of me when i'm drunk. (sarreh!) The one who makes me play games. The one who got a bit interested with Harry Potter because duh? I love HP. The one who's so excited and wants me to know that the ideas actually came from him everytime they do something for me. One of the guys who woke me up at 6.30am and wants me to come with them cause the classes are cancelled. My emo boy. My guy who's got the most drama in life. The one who was always curious with everything about me. The one who thinks there's always something that he'll discover about me. The one who tried to be always there for me. The one who secretly paid my EK ticket, haha, you want to be with me that bad ah? The one who got mad at me for not waiting for my birthday. The one who brings me home last so he could spend more time with me. The one I scolded for not bringing an umbrella when he borrowed my flash drive. The one who wants me to go home late only if i'm from their house. The cute one who uses other people for me to come with them. My plus one. The one who was so proud he was able to put me to sleep. The one who was so kilig that "I" used his last name on friendster. The one who used my name in a game. The one who used to call me "Ms. Secret". The one who made a  lot of bad choices. lol. The one who needed me. The one who was willing to cut classes and pick me up in school so I don't have to stand on the bus. The one I taught how to dress nicely. My childish friend, in a good way. The one who really wants to hold my hand but can't. Pampam. 

You are my bestfriend. My favorite. My person. My home. My family.

There are reasons why sometimes we don't want to give up.

*Gone. Wasted. Ruined*